Monday, March 31, 2008

You will be terribely missed Hassan...

I'm totally shattered...
I never imagined Hassan leaving me, his loved ones, everyone so soon...not this way..by breaking everyone's heart...
Just 40 and everything going for him...this is the hardest part of my life...
What do you do when a person you have practically lived and shared everything with for 13 long years is just gone...one fine morning?

I'm at Singapore airport at the moment... trying the NEC free internet... I see Hassan's mom and sisters sleeping on the lounge chairs, all tired and spent...and still we need to head to Malaysia for the funeral...Write now while i'm writing this, post mortem is being done on his body and i'm in shock... He wouldn't like it at all... this was not the kind of death he would have preferred..but nobody can help it i guess... yesterday I was just death walking... I was breathing, but i guess im just dead inside now... just because a person is breathing doesn't make him or her alive... im exhausted... im tired of life... i'm tired because i dunno what to do.. now that he's gone...The last person he spoke before he passed away was me, so I guess it was his way of saying goodbye... I'll never be the same again.... May god watch over my dear Hassan... I will always love you even if you are not here.. I'm still waiting like you asked me to... maybe you'll never come back..but I will keep my promise to you Hassan.. Bless you. Do you know that all your childhood friends came over and shed their tears for you??? May the angels always keep you sheltered under their wings... you deserve it Hassan. Because you were a lovely man, wonderful to your friends and always there for everyone.. you will be terribely missed...

5 Comments:

At 10:56 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

we all belong to god, and to god we have to return...may his soul rest in peace...Amen

 
At 11:32 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hmm. the one who wrote this post would be the next, or me.. everybody will be shocked. even your loved ones will write these kinds of posts. after some times they will change the template of there blogs and delete the older posts. they wont remember u at that time ...thats how it goes..right. but what the hell is happening inside the grave......if u believe, you better prepare...

 
At 8:27 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

my condolences dear. and at; dude u ppl are sick! everytime a calamity falls upon a fellow human being, you bigots try to take advantage of it and go one with your fear mongering. he is dead and and she is sad. this is very human, that is what we have here.every one dies every cries, the memories of what he did will remain with us still. but does that mean ur imaginary friend is true and we all have to satisfy the sick guy and fulfill his wishes and desires? no way.

 
At 2:09 PM, Blogger Afu Latheef said...

susan, you are one of the strongest people i know. stay strong. may his soul rest in peace. my prayers are with him. *hug*

 
At 2:10 PM, Blogger Afu Latheef said...

and pls ppl stop your fear mongering for now. we all know the obvious, thank you.

 

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