My Collection of Love Letters (1)

My Dear, ----

I love you, but does that mean im left without answers to all my
questions? does that mean i shud be discarded from your life
altogether? is it fair at all? you tell me this pls?
i need answers! have you somehow stopped loving me?
atleast tell me that you love me so that it makes me happy to
know that you still do even if u arnt here for me..
i made a promise to you and you to me that we will
stick together no matter what...what happened?? i miss you alot..
god knows how much! pls dont do this to me..

You used to make me swear never to leave you; Now you're gone
and will not tell me why. I cannot guess what I have done to
grieve you, But if I have so much, then let it die.
What makes a love like ours blow away Like a piece of paper
in a gusty wind? What makes it so impossible to stay?
What words or gestures might I now rescind?
Just as your love was once a mystery, So now your bitterness
I cannot grasp: As if I touched your temples tenderly
And felt the twisted sinews of an asp.
Alone I face the cold, cold things you do; I need your love to help me
deal with you....