Wishing words and letters

I could wish upon you...

A few warm words that could wrap around your whole being

squeezing out the dark letters from the folds of your soul....

let them fly fly... fly away from human vocabulary...

away from dirty, wandering vowels and such...

let them cringe and roll into and out like musical notes 

and syllables not yet defined...

The S surrounds you like 

warm aroma from some godforsaken spa

The L is like the guitarist

who rips open healing wounds with his strings

The U is filled with pot

smoky, hazy, lazy nights on beaded cushions

with a man who croaks like a frog and kisses you windy.

The E takes you to places

where the sun has abandoned

dilapidated dreams and shattered thoughts left trodden 

and a dream that smiles at you from under an oyster shell

The H is a lone hippie forever protesting

dragging a plastered heart 

and a withered garland of temple flowers to his death.

The Z speaks like a beefy man 

too big for any kitchen 

runs around making apple pies that nobody would eat or poke...

And I wish upon you the wonders of the rest of the alphabet...

 

Words come easy to me...

Words words words... 

They overwhelm me...

I hate what grammar and vocabulary does to my brain..

The way they impose themselves.

The power of the written word controls me...

My words freeze.

I'm scared to create...

I'm scared shitless of being brain damaged...

Somebody stop me!